Wednesday, 15 August 2007
complicated...first thing in my mind this morning was to sms wai to see his hand is ok or not. Today Elaine is absent because she is not feeling well (Get well soon). right after i go out of my flat, i saw them and i actually have the intention to tell them about elaine. when i about to shout, all suddenly co-incidently turn away from me at the same time and a sense of dissappointment arise and later on cancel my intention as i though they come out early maybe because they know elaine is not going also. in seminar, they break their group because elaine is absent and they worry they can't answer lecturer question. luckily, see mun sitting in my group looking fine for me and the first thing i look for is which group is the 'wolf' sitting with. haha... she sit with Melvin group with shirley, poor shirley...my heart bump when i heard people being infected by tibi in lecture today. but hope no one else infected la...Chloe incident just give me a shock and finally what i sense is corrected. i know there is a second wolf around and i am so scared to fall into another 'wolf' again because both said the same thing to me. being a friends only for assignment vice and not thinking on behalf a friends is never a friend for me...complicated right. be extreme careful of those people and ignorances is the best way i guess. i just can't afford to put another regret in my life here anymore.sitting outside Annie room waiting for consultation, facing the green green grass, moving leaves, tree and roof top of liverpool, listening to 'Can't Let Go' from Sammi but missing malaysia a lot. Many thing jump around my mine and its only weeks to go back. my mine gone complicated for everything happen this few months. even the trip is making me headache, asking me to face everything again? shall I? can I?Lets concentrate on 4 more upcoming project and others are no more important at the moment.
--JeSs' MeMoRiEs--
12:56:00 pm
