Saturday, 18 August 2007
In the middle of doing draft for International media, suddenly remind me of a day where i go with honey to sg wang area. i miss the fish ball and chi cheong fun there, how naughty that we curi tapao chi cheong fun behind sg wang into cinema...haha... so exagerate. really miss that day.Yesterday i dream of me getting back to Malaysia and distribute all the present i buy for my family and friends...haha... so so so nice. and i dream of my mum as well, we just have a short chat but i forget what we chat about when i wake up...After dinner, there is something isn't feeling right in me, my mind gone wild although i hear laughters, but the heavy but slow dripping of rain outside my window catch most of my attention. i just don't know why. After a while, the laughter gone...and everything back to focus on the books again...thinking...am i really want to go for the trip? Why am i feel uneasy of it? I wish to go back home but refund only give me half of the payment back...not worth...i should have made up my mind at the very beginning...haiz... another thing is...where should i go after back Malaysia? haiz... no one have actually plan for me... haiz... why am i thinking rubbish and can't concentrate now? i wish i could have chase my laziness, rubbish thinking away...
--JeSs' MeMoRiEs--
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